Lately I've been a bit down because the people around me somehow keep figuring out a way to bring me down. Over and over again. It's exhausting and I'm so tired of it.
They act like my friends, get me to trust them, get close to them. Only to be able to push me further down. To hurt me even more. Because I started trusting them.
But I won't let them get me down because people that actually try to bring others down, are not worth a thing to me. They're not worth a single worry.
And I don't like myself when I'm around them either. Because I get aggressive, sad, and annoyed.
And I will start being stronger. I will start letting them know how much they are hurting me, and others. I will not tolerate this anymore.
The thing that sucks the most is that they are starting to make me believe that I can't trust others than family. And they're making life hard for me. Why make it hard, when it can be easy?
I guess I just need to find peace, and calmness in my heart.
I will be satisfied with myself, no matter what everyone else says or does.
My own opinion is the only one that matters in the end.